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A mother’s worry

When I’m older and so are you, will I remember all the fun times we had?

When you’re gone and out of the house, will I remember what it was like to have a house full of kids?

When you have your babies, will I remember how to care for one if you need help?

When we take a trip down memory lane, will I remember anything?

When you recall your favorite summer as a child, will I remember?

When I’m older, will I remember stories of your childhood to tell to your children?

When I look at this photo 10/15/20 years from now, will I remember how old you guys were?

When i’m older, will I remember all the joy?

Will I remember…

Motherhood is entirely complex, the “fear” of forgetting the memories, the little things your kids used to do, the ages they were during milestones, the places you went, all the things….it’s a tough emotion to deal with. 

I think about this all the time because I don’t remember much of anything these days. I will have conversations with my kids about different memories and I already can’t recall some of the things they talk about. It’s a really scary thing as a mother to feel like she’s forgotten about one of the happiest moments in their child’s life.

I worry that because we have five children, I’m going to forget it all because I’m so busy just trying to keep everyone on track and going, day in and day out. I don’t want to miss anything but I also don’t feel like I have a spare minute to slow down to enjoy it. 

I don’t want to forget them growing up. The days are quickly turning into weeks that are jetting into months and years. I can’t stop time and sometimes I feel time is my enemy. 

I miss my kids, even though they’re right in front of me…

Hold those babies tight mamas. They grow so fast.

xx A mom who is trying not to forget.

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